My Personal Space

I have just lost a friend..

A friend who gave me support when i was feeling down,

a friend who I have never even met,

a friend who made me look forward to checking my mails,

a friend who I have come to trust and confide in although we have only known each others for a mere few months..

If u are reading this, I just wanna say tat i won’t forget u and i wish u all the best.. Good luck for ur exams.. Thanks for everything.. I really appreciate it.. Goodbye..

Argh.. I really hate myself for being that way.. I tend to overreact and freak out and do lots of complaining when there seems to be too many things that needs to be done.. what’s worse is that sometimes the ‘many things’ i need to do isn’t that much at all.. haiy.. i really wonder why i am that useless and that incapable of handling stress and things.. Impending deadlines never fail to get me down.. That day, there really wasn’t much for me to do.. yet, i freaked out big time.. and ya ya.. i admit, i was a big, overgrown whining baby that day.. I am really in need of time management and perhaps a little more confidence in myself.. It didn’t take me much time to finish all the things i need to do.. And yet, my lack of self-confidence and time management made me so irritable and pek cek for so many hours.. Oh ya, i left out something important too.. I am also in desperate need for organisation skills.. if i were a little more organised, i wouldn’t have freaked out so majorly that day..  I would like to apologise to all the people who i have annoyed that day when i was in the freaked out state.. i’ll try not to be like that next time.. sorry ya..